i give up!!!

It was a week ago that i happend to attend my friend's funeral.i went to his house to take a last look of my friend.i could see his mother sitting motionless.she was not crying but i could see the unbearable pain she was going through.she was totally blank....may be she has not still accepted her  loss.a tear was rolling down her cheek in between and she was not wiping it away.on the other side i could see his dad sitting near his only son's cold and dead body. his dad's eyes too filled with tears and pain everytime he took a glance of his son.the fishy fact is that no one could make out why he killed himself.no one knows why he finished his life with that one bottle of poison.every one thought that his life wa happy and normal or was he just pretending like that????what heart breaking incident would have happend in his life which made him to kill himself???was he betrayed???or was it something else???? whatever it is his dad and mom lost their only son,we all lost a good friend and a nice companion.how could he do this when we all are around him??? i still feel bad and guilty that when i was there as his friend why did he do this?he could have atleast told me whatever it is.if i couldnt help him out,i could have atleast stopped him from suicide.i'm not a good friend.i regret for this big loss.

windfall: Break up!!!

windfall: Break up!!!: "Four years back i met him.he was pretending to be sweet and nice.i was attracted by his character and the person whom i thought he was.we st..."

Break up!!!

Four years back i met him.he was pretending to be sweet and nice.i was attracted by his character and the person whom i thought he was.we started loving each other.there were obviously many ups and downs in our relationship.i thought it was not a big deal and then i moved on.i could not hold on longer when he started doubting me with my friend.he thought that i and my friend were in relationship and he concluded that without even finding out a proof.one night he ringed me up and told hell amount of bad words,blabbered many non sense.i couldnt hold on his call for long since i couldnt hear any more bad words. after 49 minutes and 33 seconds i cut his call.i left a text message for him after that.it read something like this :"lets break up!!!!you couldnt understand me in this four years,now you will never ever be able to understand me in the comming 40 years.......good bye".after that i never ever got a message or call from him.after this incident i dont trust or love anybody fully.....am i right by doing this???am i hurting a sinciere person by not doing so????